Beautiful mistakes

I am not a bright student when it comes to calculation. To be honest, i am the worst I guess. It happened two years ago, when i decided to further my studies in Matriculation. During my high school years, i am a science students so it quite hard for me to adapt in matriculation since i am taking accountancy. 

I cannot helped it but felt so hopeless during the lesson. I tried my hardest to understand the lesson but to no avail i still cannot grasped anything. That is how bad my brain when it came to calculation. I always joked around telling people that i do not like anything that related to calculation but i do love money so much. Literally, it is true. Well, everyone love money right ? 

I asked for helps from my friends and lecturers and with their helps, I managed to understand although only a tiny bit. Anis, she is one of closest friend there and she is the one that always helped me. People called us twins as we never separated from each other, 

As time passes by, I realised that i am making the wrong choice, a mistake. I should have taken the dentistry course that i got. So I made a choice to quit. Although it was a painful decision to do, to part from my friends, i had to do it for the sake of my future. I cannot put my future on the stake knowing that i somehow will get a bad result. 

After i made my decision and discussing with my parents, my tears cannot stop flowing. My roommates and friends got scared and kept on asking what happened. I cried more. After i managed to calm myself down, i told them about my decision. Then it was my time to console them. They were the one that cried after that. What touched me the most is the fact that they bought me a cake wishing for my success in the future and as a token of our friendship there. And once again, i started crying like a baby. More like we started crying together.

Here comes the hardest part, the time to bid my last farewell. They stick and waited for me till my father came. I guess i cried too much before this that i cannot cried anymore. Plus, my eyes a bit hurt from crying too much. We hugged for the last time while kept on promising not to forget to keep in touch. No words can described how much thankful and nothing can change my love for them. I am sorry because I only got this picture with me. My old laptop was broken and the files were gone too. Just remember that i will always all of you.